I am so sad. Oh I feel that ive missed out on something powerful. My own force and decision. Oh and my moving out by will alone. I am so sorry if I didnt take my chance with you. I just didnt ever ever think that I would ever be important enough to want to hear. or be listened to.
i was a bit of the woman in the place tonite. i was the fourth corner, tying the room together. i was the she. the powerful. sexy. but fucking shy. i felt the energy of looks and men and downplayed it. too much in the end., but i received nice gifts along the way, which was nice. fuck, this is no story.
this is my lost little place.i am so sorry that i missed you tonite. i am so sorry that i missed you. i am so sorry that i missed you.
im so sorry i missed you. even if i didnt have any right rhyme or reason to.
i am trying not to feel stupid for not realizing how important it was for me to follow up on what i created. move out alone.
i felt fucking stupid as hell for saying `bye **** people` as i left the place tonite.
never mind. i like being alone here.
you are not reading this.
nevermind. i lied.
i dont.
organized chaos
Sunday, December 2, 2007
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