remembering remembered.

I come here tonite, tiredly drunk and in the middle of a busy nothing. I wish to speak, yet know not what about. The past few days have been intensely nostalgic for me. I`ve found songs on youtube I haven't heard, well, some for over 20 years. And it oh so reminds me of me then and the way I was. Oh, and this feeling behind it, now likened to a dusty memory sitting blankly behind me in the past. But with the listen of these songs, something far inside makes me ache in a blossomy, awakening way... I remember that way I was then, and the years that stretched out with me. I most importantly remember how I felt, how the atmosphere laid itself around me like a cocoon. These songs created a world for me, and I loved music. I guess I have to put these songs here, because they must be somewhere for me. for me only, to dip myself slowly back into the wax of my previous mold. Wick and flame once more...

videos must happen soon. But once I begin, I may not be able to stop. I`ll leave this a day or so and then return to see what I`ve decided.

Oh, to be the cream...