11:51pm Saturday, August something...
Dammit, i had something to say and i just forgot what it was. in the time it took for me to open the window and get inside, my important thought flew (the fuck) out.
i am currently playing a game of internet pool with a friend of mine, and
oh, my turn...
I am the accidental poolist. i make these amazing, improbable looking, and geometrically brillant shots by sheer accident. i always mean to shoot the ball somewhere else, but it seems the laws of randomness have other plans for me. wow, that was a lucky shot.
im struggling much, thinking of being here right now. knowing now that others are around and about. i keep crossing paths with knowing what i want to say, but i keep not saying it. im having trouble in knowing anything, that has to do with words, when i get here. like they freeze up, and i flail about beneath trying to close an icy grip.
i came across the most reasonable, necessary, and meaningful way to really begin.
there are only a few things i need before i get started. and once i remember what they are,
i can go about collecting them. but i know the ultimate truth, and with that said, in walks honesty...
i shall return.
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I am going to leave my own comment. So far, i have no other place to add notes or noticings. So here`s one...
(And after all of my fears and flutterings at finding a good beginning...)
I, for the first time ever, clicked on `next blog`. At first, i was horrified to see what i was seeing. Sex all over the place. Oh, how naive of me, shoulda seen that one coming. I quickly escaped then dared to click next blog again. Something odd, but interesting.
And I see it now; the whole world, just one click away.
So dismissing the porn, advertising and idiocy blogs, i make my way inside. Strange, here, in this land. I`m so glad that when i hit the back button, then next blog again, there is a whole new page in front of me. And i tell you, there is nothing richer than observing real humanity and authenticity. This could get good.
And this is a huge place, seemingly.
Fortunately, i have my glow in the dark compass ring.
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