Seems me here now doing this (nice huh?) is relevant to my need for expressing, and expunging.......(ew. never really liked that word... (i`m too tactile))
I do not want to be one of those poor people who feel a place like this is for their own weaknesses and whinings, but it seems that that has come to be. So be it. You may have noticed by now (muffled snickers) that i put myself through a great deal of turmoil in trying to find my words and wisdoms, and i expect this struggle to continue for awhile longer. Maybe, when i`m done (more muffled snickering) I will have uncovered some grand singular purpose and can begin anew. I'm hoping. I guess if you get tired (or whatever) of watching me lift up my band-aid(tm) to peek at the mess underneath, you can always just go on your merry little way and leave me to my dichotomous devices.
Am I repeating myself too much?
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comment from future-me:
(and so sad that future-me can only represent itself in the past-present. If I did it then from now, it woulda been much cooler...)
Hey. You. Get with it already. Quit fighting the inevitability of now and accept the something of it. {Oh, but acceptance is a bitch when the sedation doesn't quite fit with the reaction.} Don`t you know this will always continue? But surely there must be a better way, and it`s that one shining idea alone that moves me forward into the dark. Ok. then continue...
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